My path to energy healing

I was in my 30's when I had my first energy healing session with traditional Usui Reiki. It all started with Panic attacks and anxiety. I did not even know what those are when it happened. My children were small and the time came where I couldn't be alone at home, because I was too afraid if something happens to me, who will take care of them? Some of the common symptoms I had were trouble breathing, heart racing (150 b.p.m), dizziness and fear. 

I couldn't even drive anywhere on my own without having to pull over on the German Autobahn, because I starting having a panic attack.

My relief at those times and my big help was my cousin's wife, Sofia. Whenever I started having a panic attack, I felt it and I grabbed my phone quick and called her. She talked to me about random stuff just to get my mind off of  the anxiety and it made me feel safe, because I knew if something happens, she would know. God bless her! I can't thank her enough for all those times she spent on the phone with me. Though, one night I woke up around 3 am and my heartbeat was over 150, so my husband called the ambulance.  I spent 3 days at the hospital where they checked everything but couldn't find anything. That made everything even worse for me.  

Obviously, I wasn't healthy and it's not normal to panic and feel like you are about to faint, not to mention a constant heartbeat over 120 b.p.m. I was released from the hospital and told to go see a psychiatrist or to my primary care physician and get anti-depressants and beta blockers. That pushed me even further down. All I saw was my children and visualizing of having to take those pills and not be myself just did not feel right. I remembered some of the naturopathic remedies that my grandma taught me. One of those was Chamomile tea :) It calms you down and is good for so many things. Lavender, also calming. I bought myself organic Chamomile and lavender and made myself those teas. Yes, it helped somewhat, but it still wasn't what I had to find out in order to heal. One night I woke up again with heart racing, sweating and fear. My boys were sleeping, and I went into the living room trying to calm myself down and asked for guidance. God, my grandma, the universe. I took my phone and typed anxiety, and it showed Reiki... Reiki... all the results were Reiki.   

So, I tried panic attacks, healing, naturally, but again, Reiki all over. Anxiously I clicked on it and read about it a bit and thought, hmm.. no.. what is that, some witchy thing or something. Suddenly my heart started skipping and beating really fast. To me that was a sign to look at it again. I took all my strength and messaged one of the Reiki practitioners nearby. I explained my situation and said I am afraid of what to expect but I want to try it, just so I dont have to go through this anymore. It was the best decision I could have made. The guidance from above was just meant to be. I had about 7 sessions and each session helped me more and more. It was my choice to heal and do whatever it takes to get out of this. I was so fascinated by how easy it was, yet how powerful and helpful. Universal energy-just wow. It was like a massage but without touching. I laid down on a massage table and she put a blanket over me, turned some relaxing music on and I closed my eyes, the soothing and calming energy flew gently through my body and I drifted away.

After the session she woke me up and I felt so calm, so relieved, so grounded. It felt like tons of weight fell of my shoulders. I remember closing my eyes and seeing like dark clouds turning purple. This was the first time I learned that purple is the color of transformation, and it literally was my transformation! ​ At that point I knew this was something I wanted to learn and I had to learn. I wanted to be able to channel healing energy to my husband and children, to myself, to my parents and family and everyone else that was willing to experience this wonderful energy.

Over the years I have practiced a lot and in 2019 I started teaching myself. I wanted to teach all the healing modalities I learned over the years, I wanted to share my experience and help others. ​My illness brought me to my passion, my heart business. Sometimes the worst things bring the best results. I am so grateful for this experience because it made me so much stronger, and I love how I get to learn each and every day from it. ​I am a certified Reiki therapist, with teaching qualifications. An energetic treatment sets an impulse to activate the self-healing powers. Thank you for your time. I look forward to meeting you and hearing your story.